Long time, no post

What to say?

I'm going to be 51 tomorrow and am totally broke for the 1st time in my life. I've been poor. I was poor as a child. Lived by the skin of my teeth as a young adult. At 51 scraping each month together is too much.

I have been told I've lost my bravado. Well... bravado is for those who have wealth.

.. to blog. to ramble. to think. to figure.

I stopped blogging i don't know how long ago. It was fun - only to be replaced by newer forms of communicating to a target audience. Having made the mistake of discarding the blog I have come to realize there is a positive to throwing one's ideas out there and see what comes back.